The Present ♥

eight-two-one

2011-09-30T23:50:00.004+08:00

"Love, is not about finding the perfect person, but to see an imperfect person perfectly."

Thank you baby for everything, I cherish you and always do.

We've been together for 2 years 2 months and 20 days / 821 days =)

Still blissfully attached <3

Love,
Stephanie

2011-08-18T23:58:00.001+08:00

i'm at a point where there is no turning back.

and the only thing can i do is, wish that i am doing the right thing.

sigh

2011-08-12T10:14:00.001+08:00

原來，我只不过是个附屬品。

2011-08-11T23:09:00.001+08:00

hey baby,

do you know how it feels like to wear an invisible report card on the neck?

yes, you clearly do not know.

2011-08-10T23:53:00.001+08:00

when all you can do is, wish for the best.

and hoping time will tell.

2011-08-07T01:10:00.002+08:00

原来，我们的感情真的很脆弱。

这一秒的幸福，下一秒就可以崩溃。

我一直问自己到底哪里做得不够好，到底还要怎么改你才会满意，

我的世界以你为主，那你呢？

一直忽略了，可能你要的生活我给不到。

2011-07-14T17:45:00.002+08:00

没有信任的感情该如何走下去？

其实你真的不懂我的心。

好难好难走。

我可以不要再伪装了吗？

2011-07-09T00:21:00.003+08:00

How does it feel like when you're contented-ly happy? I really don't remember how does it feel like to be happy, not those I'm happy today wtfbbq type. Its the type of happiness that you felt from the bottom of your heart.

When I looked into the mirror, I got scared of the reflection. I don't know who is that girl I'm looking at. I think I've just lost myself, my soul. Pathetic.

What have I turned into? I think I just hated myself a little bit more.

2011-07-07T18:15:00.004+08:00

要走過多少迂迴曲折的路，又要跌倒過多少回、流過多少眼淚，才學會堅強？才懂得放手？才明白愛恨離合？才參透虛空？

有些事情我們也許永遠學不會，看上去好像學會了，只是學會了偽裝。

2011-07-07T03:33:00.002+08:00

只要你开心就好，我只是你生命的配角。

天，可以快点亮吗？

眼泪可以别再流了吗？

心可以不要那么痛吗？

2011-06-16T19:02:00.000+08:00

What's worst than not knowing to quit when you are not happy, at all.

I need sparks or maybe just a little sprinkle of magic dust.

2011-06-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

Why would one cheat in a relationship?

If you are so unhappy in the relationship, you could have just left.

Why cheat?

回到过去

2011-06-04T00:04:00.003+08:00

亲爱的，

和我在一起你快乐吗？

怎么最近你常常哼唱＂回到过去＂。

如果时间可以倒流，你还是会选择和我在一起吗？

2011-05-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

Dear diary,

How i wish there is a manual guide book to life. That everything I should know, should do is all written in it. How good if there is a fate book where I will know what's in it for me for the next 10, 20 years? As I grow older, I realize growing up is not easy, at all. Why didn't anyone warn me about that before?

I really dislike what I'm doing right now and sometimes I really dislike myself for being so un-myself. And above all, I hate it the most when I don't know what do I really want in life. I have friends who see themselves being a very powerful woman, a successful woman, marrying a rich man and etc. As for my case, oh right, I do not have any.

I always vision myself being married to Working Man and make babies and grow old together. And it hits me really hard when it realized that, what if I don't end up being with him? Ahhh, sigh.

I am having a major career crisis. A part of me enjoy what I' doing and the very big part of me actually hates what I'm doing everyday.

Ok, I should stop ranting before I hate myself even more.

Love,
Steph

2011-05-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

my life is falling apart.

help me.

2011-05-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

哭過就好了，

傷都會好的。

2011-04-01T23:56:00.001+08:00

张小娴说：

有时候我们愿意原谅一个人

并不是我们真的愿意原谅他

而是我们不想失去他

不想失去他

唯有假装原谅他

2011-01-23T23:37:00.001+08:00

有些事可以原谅,但有些事是一辈子的伤痕.

2011-01-19T22:13:00.002+08:00

i wish you were here with me now.

vulnerable.

太多疑問　知道答案又如何原來容忍不需要天份　只要愛錯一個人

2011-01-19T00:05:00.002+08:00

你說的話　在我心中生了根
愛得很深　所以心會疼
記憶　在我的心中翻滾
是不是每一個人　都像我一樣笨

只怕再問　對彼此都太殘忍
我能感覺　另外一個人
我等　等笑容換成淚痕
愛在崩潰的時候　比較真

太多疑問　知道答案又如何
原來容忍不需要天份　只要愛錯一個人

心痛比快樂更真實　愛為何這樣的諷刺
我忘了這是第幾次　一見你就無法堅持
孤獨比擁抱更真實　愛讓人失去了理智
會不會是我太自私　拒絕更寂寞的日子
放不開　也看不見未來
難道這種不完美　才是愛情真實的樣子

2011-01-17T17:47:00.000+08:00

Attended company's POA for three full days, and gosh, it was mad tiring. On Wed, we had updates on company's bla bla this and bla bla that then followed up with Team's dinner. Whole Thursday was on role play and product updates. And Friday was updates on each department, management training and Annual Dinner. Sigh. I almost ran out of brain juice. Oh wait, I don't think I have any left wtf!

And hence, my weekend was fully contributed to the bed. Been sleeping throughout the weekend, and I don't remember doing anything else besides waking up, find for food, shower, watch tv and back to the bed.

Working Man got so sick of me for doing nothing but sleep. LOL

Some pictures from KarHeng & Juny's Appreciation BBQ Dinner :

yummz food

my sayang

me cutting watermelon, nyek nyek

me smiling without revealing my gigi wtf!

nom nom nom

Justin & May

the handball gang, once upon a time

me with pretty Edleen

Adam with someone's son

oh ya, that's me with Working Man's signature face expression

That's about it.

Love,
~~Steph~~ JingJing

new hair new hair!

2011-01-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

Oh hai, my name is JingJing wtf!

I welcomed 2011 with new hairstyle yo! A big change because its my first time dyeing my hair blue black in salon and I have fringe yo!

I looked so different that it took me some time to get used to my fringe and jet blue black hair. And it sure took Working Man some time to familiarized himself with my new look.

Ahah, well at least, he gets to have a new faced gf.

not nice also must say i looked sui sui ok.

kthxbai.

love,
jingjing

2011-01-16T01:45:00.000+08:00

.

伟大的你还想我怎样

2011-01-11T22:26:00.002+08:00

if i could.

i would.

And yes sometimes, it can be as quiet as feather falling and the most painful thing is no one really hears except you.

and i wonder.

2011-01-10T00:40:00.004+08:00

busy week ahead. hate it.

three days of POA can die can die.

sigh.

ok, apart from that. I love my new hair wtf! and i think i look damn nice in it. ahah i have like the thickest skin in the world haha!

working man has been very very very very very very very very very very very very, ok lah supa busy these days and its gonna be like this for, minumumly 1 year! i hardly see him nowadays, err still see him everyday but lesser time lor. its gonna worth every single minute of it because this is for his bright bright bright future, hehehe.

and imma gonna bake pineapple tarts for cny! finally! i always have a thing for cooking and baking, haha! i don't look like one right but looks can be deceiving alright!

ok. time to oinkz oinkz.

love,
stephaniet

oh hai 2011

2011-01-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

Time flies. It feels so surreal to welcome 2011.

Exactly one year ago, I was still in Uni and life was a bed of roses. All I need to worry was just assignments, thesis and grades. Its been 7 months since I started working and I'm having a love-hate relationship with it. Love it because I'll receive moolah every month end but the hatred part is that I've got bills to pay. Tell me more bout growing up!

Working Man has been very helpful. I remember the first few months of my working life, I was like a crazy girl got hit by PMS every other day. Today I'll feel happy and the other day I'll feel depressed. Was actually having a hard time switching my life fully. Oh well. Thankfully I have Working Man with me. He put up with all my crazy tantrums and keep assuring me that everything will be alright. Thank you dear.

My family have been very supportive too. Parents keep volunteering to pay my bills for me but I really feel damn paiseh, hence I rejected them manly. This is my time to pay back for everything they have done for me. And the least I could do is stop asking money from them and grow up. Yes, grow up. You heard me.

2011, will be a very different year for me and also Working Man. We will be spending lesser time together as he has very important things to do. I should really adapt to it better because I'm a very suportive gf *ahem*. And I should place more attention on my career, more like hitting target and earn more incentive!

2011, I'm turning into 23. I shall learn how to behave like a 23 year old girl. Btw, how does a 23 year old girl behaves? hmmmm.

My resolutions for 2011 are :

- Be healthy
- Hit target consistently
- Keep my hair long till it can covers my boobies wtf!
- Be a good daughter
- Be a good girlfriend
- Grow my boobs wtf!

Ok I know my resolutions are *ahem* pretty shallow sigh wtf! But since its my resolutions so as shallow as it may seemed so be it. LOL

Till then.

Love,
Steph

個女人突然決絕的跟相愛五年的男友分了手，閃電般嫁了別人。所有人都有個疑問，明年你還愛我嗎？

2010-12-23T00:08:00.001+08:00

梁靜茹結婚了。

證婚人是李宗盛，伴娘是戴佩妮，蔡健雅。

瑪莎沒有收到婚禮邀請，他說他不會去。

她和瑪莎就這樣形同陌路了。

梁靜茹最終也沒有和瑪莎在一起。

那陣子，劉燁結婚了。

他在婚禮前，把自己關起來哭了好長時間。

曾經說著：“這輩子最幸福的事，就是娶謝娜，只要她願意嫁給我，我現在就可以娶她“ 的人就這樣和另外一個女人結婚了。

劉燁說，他一輩子都不會忘了謝娜。

可是這樣的話聽著都會覺得傷感。

劉燁最終也沒有和謝娜在一起。

那個說著非謝娜不娶的劉燁，也結婚了，娶了一個法國女人。

看著謝娜的自傳裡有一部分是說她和劉燁的。

6年的感情讓她們彼此都成長了不少。

謝娜說他們在大家都不看好的時候堅強的在一起，卻在大家都對他們祝福的時候分開了。

6年！

那個說著非李大齊不嫁的周迅，也單身了。

不知道是為什麼，只知道，他們5年的感情，會成為他們彼此生命中最精彩的時光。

5年！

之前辛曉琪在演唱會上，再次唱響那首“領悟“時，哭的如此傷心，痛徹心扉。

辛曉琪最終也沒有和愛的人在一起，想必是真的領悟了。

我們，一直都是在輸給時間。

所以說，這年頭，還有什麼能讓我們動心，讓我們相信呢。

陳昇曾做過件很煽情的事。

他提前一年預售了自己演唱會的門票，僅限情侶購買，一人的價格可以獲得兩個席位。

但是，一份情侶券分為男生券和女生券。

戀人雙方各自保存屬於自己的那張券，一年後，兩張券合在一起才能奏效。

票當然賣得很快，也許這個是戀人雙方證明自己愛情的方式吧。

“我們要在一起一輩子呢。”

“一年，算什麼。”

……

這場演唱會的名字叫做：明年你還愛我嗎？

聽似很簡單的疑問句，實現起來，卻被赤裸裸的現實擊敗。

到了第二年，陳昇專設的情侶席位，果然空了好多位子。

他面對著那一個個空板凳，臉上帶著怪異的歉意，唱了最後一首歌：把悲傷留給自己

去年我們曾牽手走過很多地方，在車站擁抱，一起看電影，往彼此的嘴巴里塞零食和飲料，一起幻想明年的這個時候，甚至是很多很多年以後，我們在幹嘛，要幹嘛。

可是感情的脆弱我們誰也想不到。

這一秒幸福，下一秒就可以崩潰。

戀情，崩盤起來，往往太措手不及。

再多的甜言蜜語，累積起來也敵不過分手兩個字。

世界上有太多的悲哀。

曾經多麼驕傲的要一起幸福一輩子，到頭來卻剩下自己。

不想再奢望什麼了，一個人靜靜的躲在角落裡，欣賞你們的幸福。

夜的黑暗與我做伴，躲在被窩裡，真的體會到了思念的痛，痛卻不能說...

其實自己不是那麼矯情的，其實難過不想告訴任何人的...

漸漸發現，痛，就自己忍著。

即使說，也無從說起...

只想問，你能愛我多久...

相戀多年的人們就這樣形同陌路，彼此生活。

或許，他們並不是不愛對方了，而是不能給對方各自要的生活。

應該相信，他們或許依然愛著對方。

只是，一個不懂得怎麼去愛，一個相愛卻無能為力。

生活就是這樣，最終相守到老的人，也許並不是那個曾經許下山盟海誓，承諾白頭偕老，暗自發誓這輩子只愛她一個的人。

終究，終究時間會帶走一切。

到底是什麼讓我們鬆開了彼此的手？
到底是什麼讓我們放棄了自己，放棄了對方？

會一直說真的沒什麼，然後又對著別人的故事沉默。

表面終究會歸於平靜，只是內心的波濤洶湧卻不為人知。

只有自己才知道，誰是自己真正愛的那個人，誰又是傷了自己的那個人。

所以最後的最後，當我們都有了彼此的歸屬，你只能是我記憶中模糊地剪影而已。

一個女人突然決絕的跟相愛五年的男友分了手，閃電般嫁了他人。

她說她要結婚，她實在等不起了，而他雖然愛她，卻根本沒有一點這方面的意思。

過了幾年，男人也結婚了。

那個新娘其實未必比她出色多少，或者這一次他的愛有多麼深，只不過她出現的時機實在太好了，剛剛好在他萌生倦意想安定下來的時候。

於是，不需要什麼更好的理由了，她來得正是時候，那麼，就是她了。

其實我們尋尋覓覓了那麼久，遍嚐每一次愛情的甜蜜與艱辛，而最後選擇的愛人，不過就是在我們心意動時，經過身邊的那一個。

什麼青梅竹馬，什麼心有靈犀，什麼一見鍾情，都不過是些錦上添花的藉口，

時間才是冥冥中一切的主宰。

回首往事的時候，想起那些如流星般劃過生命的愛情，我們常常會把彼此的錯過歸咎為緣分。

其實說到底，緣分是那麼虛幻抽象的一個概念，

真正影響我們的，往往就是那一時三刻相遇與相愛的時機。

男女之間的交往，充滿了猶疑忐忑的不確定與欲言又止的矜持，一個小小的變數，就可以完全改變選擇的方向。

如果你出現的早一點，也許她就不會和另一個人十指緊扣;又或者相遇的再晚一點，晚到兩個人在各自的愛情經歷中慢慢學會了包容和體諒，善待和妥協。

在你最美麗的時候，你遇見了誰？
在你深愛一個人的時候，她又陪在誰身邊？
在你心靈最脆弱的時候，又是誰在與她同行

愛情到底給了你多少時間，去相遇和分離，去選擇和後悔？

重溫“大話西遊”看到紫霞深愛至尊寶的時候，他心心念念的尋找他的白晶晶，而當他終於看到了她留在心裡的那一滴淚，卻已經失去了選擇的權利。

每一次看到他潛入另一個人的身體，去償還前世欠她的一句承諾，再看他在夕陽下孤獨的走遠，總是情不自禁的想要落淚。

不是不心動，不是不後悔，但已經沒有時間，再去相擁。

如果愛一個人而無法在一起，相愛卻無法在適當的時間相遇，如果你愛了，卻愛不對時間，除了珍藏那一滴心底的淚，無言的走遠，你又能有什麼選擇？

時間的荒野，沒有早一步也沒有晚一步，

於千萬人之中，去邂逅自己的愛人，那是太難得的緣分，

更多的時候，我們只是在彼此不斷的錯過，錯過了楊花飄飛的春，又錯過了楓葉瑟索的秋，

直到漫天白雪，年華不再，

在一次次的心酸感嘆之後，才能終於了解。

即使真摯，即使親密，即使兩個人都已是心有戚戚，我們的愛，依然需要時間來成全和考驗。

這世界有著太多這樣那樣的限制與隱秘的禁忌，又有太多難以預測的變故和身不由己的離離合合，一個轉身，也許就已經一輩子錯過。

多年以後，才會參透所有的爭取和努力，都抵不過命運開的一個玩笑。

上帝在雲端只眨了一眨眼，所有的結局，就都已經完全改變......

後記：
20歲的時候愛上他的帥氣，
22歲離開他因為他的孩子氣
然後你遇到了30歲的人，
沒有陽光帥氣的外表，卻擁有成熟和穩重讓你安心的一切。
你怎樣任性耍賴30的他都會讓著你，
你怎樣揮霍發洩30的他都會罩著你。
你眼中的30是他長大的模樣，30眼中的你是他年輕時的她。
30曾經像22的他一樣孩子氣，然後她離開了30
22的他30歲的時候也會擁有一個22歲的女孩，事情總是這樣循環往復
十年後當這個男孩蛻變成一個2230男人，
他要感謝你，你的離開讓他學會了成熟。

感觸：
聽說你結婚了，聽說你有孩子了，聽說你們過的很開心
多好的事情，我為你開心，自己卻有點後悔。
如果新郎是我，你在婚禮上是不是更美。
多少年沒見了，我卻還是會記得你，
多少年過去了，你卻依然在我的心裡。

我們為自己設了個圈，自己繞阿繞的，總也出不了這個圈。

明年，你還愛我麼。

oh yesh!

2010-12-21T23:34:00.003+08:00

2 more days to Christmas Eve =)

Can't wait for eve dinner with the family,

Can't wait for my long vacation with Working Man,

Can't wait to sleep for the longest hours and wake up by the beach side,

Oops, can't wait to open my presents!

And lastly, I can't wait to get my pay wtf!

much love,
Steph

Ed's 24th birthday

2010-12-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

Working Man gave me one of the most difficult task in the world - plan his birthday party and surprise him. I almost fainted when he gave me this assignment ok. Based on my intelligent level, its not that I can't plan a decent birthday party but its for Working Man, he is way too smart to know lor. Its damn hard to surprise him wan ok.

Anyhow, with the help of his lovely friends, we threw him a party in A'Famosa Villa.

The plan was like this. First, I told him that I want to celebrate with him and only him. Gonna bring him for a short holiday - just the two of us (geez I know how much he hates celebrating birthday with only me and no friends ok but gotta tipu). Then, his friends will go to the villa before us and decorated the place with rose petals (so romantic can die). After that, I was supposed to make out with him and make him strip then TADAAA, all of them will jump out and surprise him. teehee! I think he was a little surprised and he acted very well that he was super surprise, righttt!

Oh ya, I forgot to mention that I brought him to one of the place he hated the most - Zoo! But didn't go in also, tipu me wan! But we went on camel ride yo =)

on our way to Malacca!

birthday boy and me

camel!

SURPRISED!

happy birthday dear!

happy boy with his present

shisha bong!

our romantic bed with petals, hehe

handosme Soh =)

Xien and Ed

pelajar-pelajar sekalian

Ban Lee

Lihua and BanLee

Zii and Stella babe

CT and LiHua

PikYi and SingYew

fyn and stein

Xien and pretty YiTong

Sf. Zii. Stella babe

the love of my life, teeheeee!

group piccie

the 3 musketeers

Yay! We won!

losers with their watermelon !

PikYi's having the time of her life - the revenge of watermelon

That's a bout it =)

I hope Working Man enjoyed his birthday this year, I gotta start brainstorming for next year's one already boo!

Love,
Stephanie

2010-12-14T01:16:00.005+08:00

God gives you the people you need.

To teach you, to hurt you, to help you and to love you and to make you the person you were meant to be.

shitdoeshappen!

2010-12-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

ok. this is the story of my life wtf. sigh

someone broke into my car. stole my gps, smart tag and a box with my new esprit handbag and a new dress. oh wait, and the coin box which have barely RM3! wtf!

the lucky thing was, he did not took my Oakley shades. lucky he is stupid enough not to know that the shades's price is equivalent to my gps price wtf!

and now, i have to spend money to fix the side mirror wtf! I'm already finding it hard to live within my own means and now, sigh. my parents still pay for my shopping expenses when I'm out with them and they even offered to pay my credit card bill wtf! but of course I insisted on paying my own credit card bil, so heroic of me wtf!

why is my life a bed full of thorns instead of roses wtf!

and i'm not done with my christmas shopping yet!

oh shit! i haven't paid for my spectacles yet wtf! yesh, i broke my fcuk specs and wanted to get a cheap one but ended up with a guess specs wtf!

this post is full with wtf because today is a wtf day! wtf!

ok, i shall start wishing for what i want for this christmas.

no more unnecessary expenses and lessen my debts wtf!

ok bai.

nolovefromwtfsteph

ps : the only thing that makes me feel less wtf is that i have my bf with me today. he is my hero. *loves*

2010-12-08T17:21:00.000+08:00

Its been a year.

The pain of losing you is still here, barely gone.

As much as I know you're in a better place,

I still wish that you were here.

I miss you grandma.

2010-12-02T23:22:00.001+08:00

Dear Edwin,

Thank you for being the greaterst boyfriend and bestfriend (to me you are my bestfriend) when I always needed someone to be there for me.

Thank you for making this *stupid* choice by having me as your gf and giving me all the privileges in the world to be by your side.

Thank you for your patience, care, tolerance and for all the things that you did to make this relationship works.

And above all things, thank you for still loving me.

Happy 17 Monthsary =)

Yours truly,

Stephanie

2010-11-26T01:05:00.003+08:00

I'm leaving at 5am later to Kedah and I'm still not done with packing!

Sigh.

I'm so gonna miss my Working Man *clings*

Love,
Steph

p/s : Good luck dear! I'll say little prayer for you =)

to singapore for jay chou

2010-11-23T22:23:00.008+08:00

I never thought that I'll ever attend Jay Chou's concert because I'm not a big fan of him and besides his slow songs nothing bout him which interest me. But to my surprise, Working man was quite a big fan of Jay Chou! How ironic it is. I kinda liking him already, Working Man is so influential! Lol

Being typical chinese (kiasu), we don't mind flying to Singapore for his concert because heaven knows when is he coming to Malaysia. But March it is. FOL

His concert was MIND BLOWING! Totally worth every penny of it =) Btw, we stayed at a backpackers hostel because we are too stingy to stay in hotel wtf! But it was a good experience, the place was clean and the room was very comfortable! We stayed in attic you know. Feels so angmoh wtf!

playing angry bird while waiting for our plane

doing what I do the best - SS

look at his forceful face =(

*loves this pic*

our comfy bed

sayang queuing up to buy coupons

@ Clark Quay i think?

the bubble tea I would die for! KOI <3>

random friend that we know during the concert!

crazy crowd!

cheh! tipu wan! macam karaoke only

Bens and Jerry! <3 style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_tvDNW_17C6s/TOvOyx4tngI/AAAAAAAAESk/ewRv2ywTefs/s320/IMG_1520.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5542751138189516290" border="0">my lovely MOS burger!

We literally walked the whole Singapore to find this Portuguese Egg Tart. Like literally.

That's about it. We were in Singapore for less than 48 hours!

But it was one great holiday with Working Man!

With love,
Steph

2010-10-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

To miss Kings and Queen of Comedy Asia is one of the biggest regret in my life, sigh!

Shoud have just bought the tickets when RM88 is still available.

POA 2010

2010-10-13T23:48:00.002+08:00

oh hai, this is my first post on my job.

We had a Team Building session in Port Dickson.

Oh ya, I'm working for Merck Serono, a Pharaceutical Company and I'm the Medical Representative. I handle Diabetic drugs hence my job is to detail the drugs to the doctors and pharmacists and to convice them to use it.

Eii, ok pictures from my POA Meeting :

with Eng Seng and Sherena

JLai, Desmond and Sherena

me with Sherena again =)

our room

Seafood for dinner!

with Cassie the roommate

with my babes, Sherena and Kee Wei

colleagues =)

Second Day :

my teammates

dressed up for Footie Themend Dinner

SS me

Germany team

babes

the Brazil team yo!

me with Linda

Alex and me

Quah the Orange Man

my partner who taught me all the wrong things, lol

Samantha, Steph and Chloe

Kah Hou and me

Desmond from Penang

my team

Cat the manager and me

oh well, that's about it.

Nights people!

With love,

Steph

2010-09-27T00:42:00.000+08:00

i'm so lost.

help!

first anniversary

2010-09-20T23:27:00.001+08:00

On our very first Anniversay, we I decided that we should do something else besides just randomly blindly walk in the mall, hence we went to Aquaria KLCC.

me with my beautiful flowers

lilies

And the adventure begins :

with piranha

beautiful Starfish =)

this is a very cute weird fish

with love

very beautiful aquarium with sharks!

Working Man looked so blurr here, hehe

stingray who killed Steve Irvin!

That's the end of our trip to Aquaria KLCC, it was indeed a fun trip. Especially when someone who dislikes going to places with animals willing to accompany you =)

Thank you dearest.

Love,
Steph

new fringe !

2010-09-19T16:10:00.000+08:00

Have you ever saw a particular hairstyle and wanted to try and see if you'll be able to pull off that particular hairstyle? Well I do, and the hairstyle that I always wanted to try is the Middle Parting Fringe.

Oh yea, thanks to all the Gossip Girl that I've been watching, Blair has middle parting and so do Serena and so do Vanessa (geez I hate her so much) and so so do Georgina and so so so do..... Basically, ang-mohs do a lot of Middle Parting Fringe!

Hence I did it :

Oh hai, Middle Parting Fringed

I know, damn cannot make it right though I actually thought I looked quite good wtf!

Sigh.

Ok bai.

Love,
Steph

Graduation

2010-09-19T03:33:00.000+08:00

I am officially a graduate now!

From my initial great ambition of being a Nurse till I do-not-know how did i ended up doing Financial Economics, going through all the crazy econometric classes, differentiation subject and all the others which I don't really like nor understand, it doesn't really matter now anyway coz I managed to graduate!

Its really not easy studying something which you don't really like okay. Hence let me have my own moment here, LOL!

I would say the happiest person to see me graduate is my dad and mum. Yea, one burden off their shoulders, kekekeke! Oh and also Working Man, no more fetching the gf up and down from Subang to Sungai Long and vice versa.

studied a good four years and finally graduated!

my family =)

me with Working Man

my adorable dad

and friends who came

mummy!

flowers from Working Man

we kinda graduated together, hehehe

flowers from my parents

and my sis

me with Working Man again =)

Pooh from Stein, SF, Jas and Ian

I'm indeed a blessed girl, loved by all the wonderful people in my life.

The only person who was missing is my beloved grandma. How I wished you were here with me.

Love,
Steph

♥

2010-07-02T12:04:00.005+08:00

Dear Working Man,

Happy 1st Anniversary

Love,
Steph

2010-06-30T22:55:00.001+08:00

can i cling on you tonight?

touring malacca

2010-06-19T13:36:00.001+08:00

On a very beautiful Saturday, me and Working Man became Tour Guide(s) bringing his HK friends touring around Malacca. Lucky for me because I've always wanted to go Malacca but Working Man was a little reluctant because the weather was so omfg-ly HOT and he has been there for 8343765427 times. LOL

Ahhh, the Eye of Malaysia was under maintenance, damn it! I've never been on that before =(

Pixxies :

vain me!

Mr. Soh & his gf =)

`Carbi and Ivy
(gosh, i actually remembered their names! so smart can dai!)

Working Man and me

Working Man posing with meriam, i think?

I think Working Man did a good job as a Tour Guide because if I ever want to tour guide anyone, that should be Klang, that also provided I have Sam the GPS with me, hehehe.

Love,
Steph

2010-06-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

I love how Working Man always managed to put a smile on my face,

And how sensitive he can be at times.

He is, my sunshine =)

Love,
Steph

2010-06-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

"the course of true love never did run smooth"

William Shakespeare

2010-06-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

the short note

2010-06-05T17:08:00.003+08:00

I is currently killing my time in the Club's Reading Room while waiting for my Working Man working out at the Gym.

Two weeks ago, we finally decided to join Sunway Lagoon Club for all their oh-so-wonderful-so-the-can-make-you-LOSEWEIGHT-can-dai facilities. Oh yeah, we are heading towards a healthier lifestyle.

Gym, Tennis, Badminton, Swimming, Table Tennis and the so-kool-can-dai Steam Room, wheeee! And I'm so gonna take Tennis classes, hehehehehe.

Oh btw, I'm officially graduated! So the happy can dai. My parents might be getting me a BB as graduation present, so happy can dai can dai!!

Working life is, ~~so far so good~~ *blank*. I'm not very used to it yet but it will all be fine, I guess. Btw, I'm carrying sales target starting from this month *scary*!

Ok bai.

Love,
Steph

the 22nd

2010-06-03T15:21:00.001+08:00

This is the "Obligatory Birthday Dinner" post, hehehehe.

Working Man brought me to Prime, Le Meridien for my birthday dinner. The ambience was nice and their food was so-the-uber-yummy!

Since its my birthday, he was 'obligated' to take lots of pictures with me, till both of us were happy with it, wheeeee! Birthday memang dai sai pun, me likey likey. *mwaxx*

my pretty flowers =)

with my love

dearest Edwin

Steph

his

hers

the appetizer

happy us =)

He made me a birthday card, so the sweet can dai can dai. I'm one happy-dappy girl yo!

the overlook

my Working Man in Tuxedo =P

the front

the back

My 22nd Birthday was indeed a memorable one.

Thanks darl and all my lovely friends =)

Love,
Steph

eleventh

2010-06-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

Love,
FatFish

2010-06-01T23:04:00.003+08:00

Last week I sprained my ankle and today I banged a car!

I'm at a point where I'm sick of myself for being so careless and clumsy.

How many times should I fell that I'll finally learn how to be more careful.

Oh, how many times should I sprained my poor ankle that I'll finally learn how to walk properly.

How many times should I cry that I should realised big girls don't cry.

And how many times do I want to make my loved ones worrying bout me.

Its time to grow up Steph. Its really time to grow up.

I've been living in my comfortable shell for all my life that little did I know that growing up is not easy. That as beautiful as the outside world may seemed, reality is still crucial.

Love,
Steph

p/s : I'm thankful that I have such loving parents and boyfriend for still, not giving up on me.

turning twenty-two

2010-05-27T18:57:00.004+08:00

My 22nd Birthday celebration was a very memorable one, Working Man managed to get my close friends and make a video for me. In short, I'm celebrated it with many good friends, not physically though.

Since that was me biggie day, he took me to Pavilion for present hunting but didn't managed to get anything, hehe. Being the Birthday Girl means you have ultimate rights because on this beautiful day, I can demand for a lot of pixxies without him complaning, teeheehee!

Pixxies yo :

the birthday girl

my Working Man *loves*

vain vain Steph

*mwax*

Stella my other half

the girls

the boys

happy us

me with his other halfs, =P

my Bee cake!

Working Man has been very secretive and acting weird few days before my birthday. He left me in the room during my birthday eve and went out with his friend till morning, and when he came back I emo-ed him and he gotta tam-ed me for like 1 1/2 hour, but little did I know that he actually went to complete the video he made for me, hehehe. What a beautiful misunderstanding can?

And on the day, he gave me another big surprise by dropping my cake and being typical, I cried. Only to realized that its a GOTCHA! hehehehe! My birthday is full of surprises =)

Love you dearest!

*wheeeee*

SF and Einstein

Stella!

Mr and Mrs. Leong =)

Dearest Edwin,

Thank you so much for making my birthday a memorable one. Love you loads!

Love,
Steph

2010-05-23T23:44:00.003+08:00

And I miss that the most.

not just a red packet

2010-05-04T22:05:00.002+08:00

its the only 'ang pow' you wrote my name and wishes on it,

and I still miss you so much.

hennessy artistry

2010-04-30T23:20:00.001+08:00

I always wanted to attend Hennessy Artistry event but it always fall during my finals or maybe the very peak period of studies, wtf! But this time around I finally managed to go and see see what is the big 'Hoo Haa" bout it.

Its a night where you can get FREE FLOW of Hennessy, and for once I actually like Hennessy. The way they mixed it makes it taste so un-Hennessy, me likey =) . The amount of people there was terrific, and Opera is so the small can dai. Its like human jam, eww!

Pixxies :

Working Man with his signature facial expression

me in red

Mr. Leong

Mr. and Mrs. Leong, =p

me with Working Man

the ever oh-so-loving lovebirds

me with my dear Jasmine =)

We left pretty early and went back to Ed's crib.

this is what Working Man wrote in his Majalah Sekolah
(note 'Muacks' !)

this is how I burnt the pizza, hehehe

reminiscing their high school days

While the boys busy X-Boxing, me and Jasmine busy ber-makeup. I was actually trying to teach her how to put on fake lashes =)

the outcome!

big big eyes =)

Been doing a lot of graph studies, imma currently graph overdosed.

Love,
Steph

2010-04-29T18:55:00.002+08:00

雷打得好打好大，

我真的很怕，

很怕。

此刻，

有你多好。

怀念你的拥抱，

还有你那双暖暖的手。

亲爱的，对不起。

the very productive Tuesday!

2010-04-28T11:47:00.008+08:00

Never in my life I would ever thought that I'll say this, but

I is sick of TVB series, for real.

We decided to finish the whole drama yesterday, which also means we finish watching 20 episodes in a day! *ding ding ding*

I shall now certified that Working Man and I finished the marathon of 107 episodes of Chong Sai Gei in 2 weeks or maybe less than that. *muka proud, wtf!*

Btw, after getting sick of his membising gf who keeps bising about she wanna watch When In Rome, to make her shut her mouth for good, again, hence he took me out for movie during our TVB break. *wheeee*

The movie was a little draggy here and there though. My Working Man definately did not enjoy it. But Kristen Bell is so HOT!

Despite of all the activities I had yesterday, I actually have finals in less than a week!

Sigh.

Love,
Steph

2010-04-23T09:28:00.005+08:00

Just so you know,

蔚蓝的天空，我爱。

遗憾的是，我看见的天空有点灰。

Love,
Steph

another new hobby yo!

2010-04-19T16:15:00.001+08:00

Lately, me and Working Man discovered a new hobby *again* - watching serial drama!

First, we are so the addicted to The Ultimatum, a Singapore series acted by Zoe Tay, Fann Wong and etc. It was good at the beginning but the ending was a total fail.

And now we are currently into At The Thereshold of An Era aka Chong Sai Gei, Part One. Its a 10 year old series, I don't exactly remember the entire story because I was pretty young. Aging sucks, sigh. But nemai, watching this feels like as if I'm growing up with Working Man, hahahaha.

We will watch The Greed of Man aka Dai Si Doi after finishing Chong Sai Gei, wheeeee!

And after that we will continue the Part Two of At The Threshold of An Era, double YAY!

I am currently waiting for my Working Man to come back and ber-chong sai gei with me.

Oh yes, why am I acting like as though I do not have finals coming on the way? Damnnn!

With love,
Steph

pre-birthday celebration

2010-04-15T14:48:00.007+08:00

Finally, I'm back. After a long hiatus from blog, not that long actually. hehe

I am officially Twenty-Two and I am officially not a blondie anymore. I have dark coloured hair and Working Man can never call me "kam mou" gf!

And I will be graduating soon, *fingers crossed*. Most of my classmates have been either busy sending their resume all over the world or attending interviews and doing assessments. Being a typical chinese, damn kiasu wtf. I started sending mine too, let's hope they will actually call me up, teehee!

I pre-celebrated my birthday with my lovely cousins few days before my real birthday, and it was a good night catching up with them. My cousins are my besterest girlfriends and girlfriends are diamonds, in short, I have lots of diamonds, wtf!

Since it was my birthday, I demand for sticker pictures! Wheeee! So happy can dai because I love taking sticker pictures but no one seems to love taking it, kekeke! Birthday is good, I am indeed "dai sai"

Pixxiess :

no more a blondie yo!

my loyal driver - Sis

Rachie & Nana

vain pot sis

ultimate vain pot

my birthday cakes!
(Nana actually thought that Carrot Cake is my favourite because I always buy it, little did she know that I was buying for grandma, hehe)

vain sisters

my diamonds

Rachie & Jenn

Nana & me

Rachie & me

at the sticker picture galore

the outcome of it *loves*

I shall continue GG-ing and Glee-ing!

Love,
Steff

2010-04-08T16:32:00.002+08:00

雷声交叉，

惊慌失措，

无力。

救命 !

When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side.

2010-03-26T14:45:00.001+08:00

I is turning into Twenty-Two in less than 24 hours. I smell aging, wtf!

Its so funny to think of how fate played the game because last year when I was celebrating my 21st birthday, Working Man was there but we were just friends and this year, he is my boyfriend.

And how did we turned out like this?

It only takes one right phone call to the wrong person, a silly "list out three good things about each other" game and Jerry Maguire =)

I am indeed a blessed, soon-to-be Birthday Girl.

Love,
Steph

2010-03-24T18:51:00.001+08:00

Hello grandma,

Its been 3 months and I still miss you, a lot. I dreamt about you twice and stupid me always forgot to ask how are you doing there?

How are you grandma? Can you actually watch us from up there?

I miss accompanying you watched hokkien series and the days we watched tvb series till late night.

I miss asking you if i looked sui sui each time before i left the house.

I miss coming home late and see you sleeping soundly in the room.

I miss updating you on my current stuffs.

I miss telling you secrets that even mummy wouldn't know.

I miss how you always make awful food taste nice.

I miss that u never forget my favourite dish and i don't think anyone else can remember as better as u do.

And as much as i hate drinking those herbal drinks that you made, now i miss it.

I miss calling you.

Hey grandma,

I'm turning 22 in few days. Last year's birthday was a great one because I know u were very happy on that day, how often do we celebrate our birthday together? That was the only one.

I still cry a little here and there, a little more often lately. But don't worry, it should be getting better. Yes, I'm still the 'ham bao cheng', who cries easily. You must be wondering how did Edwin put up to all my crying swings. Don't worry, he is taking good care of me.

As much as I do not want to, I am now learning on letting you go. Because you are in a better place and I should be happy for you.

I love you.

Love,
Fiffy

2010-03-16T12:18:00.004+08:00

As London bridge is falling down,

My life seems to be falling apart.

This is life I guess,

That it is not always a bed of roses.

2010-03-14T01:10:00.007+08:00

arguments. misunderstandings.

harsh words. tears shed.

make ups. apologies.

it was a long night indeed.

I still want to believe that, there is rainbow after the rain.

哭过就好了痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的

steph can sew yo!

2010-03-04T16:13:00.004+08:00

Two days ago, I performed a surgery on the Love of my life - Garfield! Poor garfield has a big hole on the eye *sad* . Usually, grandma will be the one sewing it for me, now that she is not around and I can't find anyone to do it, I shall do it myself.

me sewing my love

nao who says I can't sew? hehehe

my handsome Love =)

Well, its not that hard after all, just that the workmanship is incomparable, sigh!

Btw, Garfield is 18 years old nao, wheeeee! I loveheartsayang him loads! Mwaxxiees

Love,
Steph

tanjung sepat-fied yo!

2010-03-03T14:06:00.001+08:00

Working Man and I decided to follow JaszIan to Tanjung Sepat since we do not have anything to do, wtf! I have a feeling that we are gradually slowly turning into a boring couples because we are gradually running out of things to do together, wtfwtf! Oh my my !

Okay, back to the topic nao. Tanjung Sepat is a small town, something like Pulau Ketam - fishing village but the difference is you can never go to Pulau Ketam by car, hehe. We met few crazy people where they can drink beer like water. But most of the time I don't remember what actually happened or remember their names because I was literally drunk, haha.

Pixxies :

the mobster bf

Jasmine

JaszIan

Willy & Toby

Mr. Soh

Red Box @ Tanjung Sepat

'chai mui'

my sulky face when I lost 'chai mui' to the bf

Jasz & Steff

his t-shirt is effing kiut!

Ahah, I puked when I reached home, beer overdosed! I is seriously quitting beer lah!

Love,
Steph

2010-03-02T02:54:00.000+08:00

Happy 8 Months Anniversary ♥

Love,
Steph

2010-02-27T19:36:00.001+08:00

I is so happy for Charlene Goh =)

Love,
Steff

when red really matters

2010-02-25T11:41:00.008+08:00

Date : 6th February 2010
Venue : Dynasty Dragon Seafood Restaurant & Rootz

Since its still Chinese New Year, I shall ber-blog stuffs related to it before the mood dies off, kekeke.

We had our Pre-CNY dinner and celebrated Einstein's birthday ( its so far the most tak jadi birthday surpirse). And so, we surprised Einstein with Sao Pao instead of birthday cake because cakes are so lame, wtf, but, er, the surprise failed kaokao because he didn't know what is a Sao Pao, wtf! And, when we sang him birthday song in Cantonese, he was so busy with his handphone and it was like we were singing to the air, wtf again! The worst part is he didn't know that we were singing him a birthday song, wtfwtfwtf!

Oh ya, we had this dress code where all of us were dressed in either Cheong Sam or Sam Fu, so the semangat Chinese New Year!

Pixxiess time :

on our way

Jasmine & Ian

Me with Stella
( I love her fringe!)

CheongSam Girl with her Samfu Man

Oh hai, my name is Jin Hong

the guys

Sing Foong aka Bruce Lee Wannabe

Zii. Stella. Steff

Yee Sang

us posing with Yee Sang

SAO PAO
(stein's birthday cake)

the super blurr birthday boi man, sigh

the girls

Working Man admiring the Sao Pao, hehe

the three musketeers

Greg & Zii

Prize Present Giving Ceremony

the oh-so China-ish us

Stein with his Birthday Underwear

the happy 4 couples =)

We went to Rootz after the dinner and it was the worst night ever.

me with Stella

EdSteph

Till then, mwaxxieesss

Love,
Steph

亲爱的，多看我一眼好吗?

narcissistic disorder #2

2010-02-12T08:58:00.000+08:00

Its been long since I make love to my webbie, kekekeke. Normally, when boredom strikes, Steph goes insane and this explains why I look so retarded, LOL.

I'll be leaving to Kedah in the evening, but this time around the journey will be less painful because I have my new toy with me =)

Happy CNY people!

Ok, bai bai.

Love,
Steph

the extreme m-a-k-e-o-v-e-r!

2010-02-11T15:44:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday, Working Man surpirsed me with a new room karer! I wanted pink but due to some miscommunication between he and Jasmine, the room turned light purple, ding ding. And my poor Working Man was colour blinded by Jasmine coz he registered in his brain that the karer Jasmine gave was pink and at the end of the day although the colour turned our was light purple he still insisted that it is pink karer. *faints*

Working Man's ambition is to be a King when he was young (yea, very young), therefore when he change his bed he changed it to King size to make him feel more King-ish. *sheesh*

the King size bed for the King Wannabe
(he wanted to iron his bedsheet, sweat)

a beautiful Paris scenery painting to make the room feel more Hotel-ish
(its light purple, same as my old room in Long River)

entertainment corner

working corner

vain pot corner

His room is so the comfortable nao, and it makes it harder for me to wake him up in the morning, kekekekeke! Rolling on the bed is my new hobby when he is working, =P

I just realized that everything in his room is BIG, the tv is BIG, monitor screen is BIG, and the bed is BIG. If only the mirror is BIG tooo, then I'll be the happiest girl =D

I cooked porridge for Working Man today, damn kan cheong can die, wtf! Its not easy to please him apatah lagi cook for him but *ahem* he said it was good, can get distinction okay, lalalalalalala. And hor, its my first time cooking porridge summore, lalalalalalalalala. I'm such a nais and talented gf, wtf!

Ahhhhh, I'm so gonna missed the Red Carpet for Valentine's Day Premier =(

But I'm watching it tonaite XD, oh-happy-me!

Ok bai bai.

Love,
Steph

love-is-in-the-air

2010-02-10T13:07:00.002+08:00

Valentine's day usually sucks. Yes, it sucks big time when you don't have anyone to share with. I don't remember celebrating Valentine's day, oh wait, did I? But one thing I'm sure is, this year I won't be alone because I have Working Man =) *ignoring the fact that it falls the same day as CNY*

Love Actually is by far my favourite romantic movie till date, and I guess that is the reason why I'm very excited when I saw the trailer of Valentine's Day. Sort of like Love Actually, where it revolves a bunch of people with their love stories but this time around it sets around Valentine's day and its by Americans.

I can't wait for tomorrow! *hearts jump*

Love,
Steph

2010-02-04T11:39:00.000+08:00

because we go through thick and thin together and I don't know what we'd do without each other

2010-01-28T14:27:00.000+08:00

helpless. breathless.

hey love, where art thou?

i need you.

I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me, papa-paparazzi baby, there's no other superstar you know that I'll be your papa-paparazzi

2010-01-27T17:32:00.015+08:00

We often hear people mention Shopaholic, Shoe-holic, Bags-holic, Alcoholic, whatever-holic but how many people do you know is a drama-holic? If you should know, I is a drama-holic because when I start watching a drama/sitcom, I will watch it religiously, hehe. I think I got this genuine gene - drama-holic from my grandma and mummy =P

I'm sure that everyone has their all time favourite drama/sitcom, neh the one which you don't mind watching it over and over again till you puke. Ok, maybe not till puke. Btw, my all time favourite is, FRIENDS and DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES!

I've been watching this since I was in Primary? my all time love!

and I lovehearts Rachel Green the most =)
(I'm a big fan of her okays! and yes I hate Angelina Jolie!)

Chandler

Monica

Phoebe

Joey

Ross

I'm their biggest fan since high school and I will never ever get bored with their juicy dramas!

Susan Mayer - I don't understand why they like to make her a bimbo housewife!
(Teri Hatcher)

Lynette Scavo - She's the smartest housewife
(Felicity Huffman)

Gabrielle Solis - the model figured housewife
(Eva Longoria Parker)

Bree Van De Kamp - The perfecto housewife!
(Marcia Cross)

Then they have Gossip Girl, with all the high school dramas and yada yada. I oh-so-love Chuck!

you know you love me, xoxo Gossip Girl

they are just too sweet!

Chuck the Naughty Boi
(my love)

Blair the Fashionista

Serena the Sex Bomb

Nate the Pretty Boi

And dunno how I started watching a bit of How I Met Your Mother (thanks to Pearl) and I successfully turned my Working Man into a HIMYM-holic. From a man who doesn't watch sitcom to a man now watched 5 seasons in less than 30 days. YAY-ness to me! kekeke

how can you not love Barney Stinson?

Lily

Robin Scherbatsky

Have you met Ted?

Marshall

Currently, I is so the into GLEE! I like it a lot because its by far the first sitcom (of all that I've watched) in musical! wheee!

I should continue Glee-ing nao. BaiBai

Love,
Steph

the start of 2010

2010-01-25T10:03:00.009+08:00

I guess this New Year post is not a very late post since its still January can? I'm kinda lost in words so I shall let the pictures do all the talking instead, =)

New Year Eve Party with SF's friends - Joey, Ping and Amar (i think)

this is our family potrait, wtf

Dai lai lai - SF, Yee lai lai - Stein and Sam lai lai - Steph

Then we headed to Greg's crib for count down, played some games and had some wine? Ian & Jasmine got each of us a tee from Thailand yo!

us posing with our tee

Working Man in PINK
*faints*

Zii. Jas. Steph

Greg in red

the guys

Ian. i dforgotwhatishisname

Working Man said that this picture looks like some class gathering picture, LOL
(OMG, I is so the short can die)

On New Year, we watched Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 and after that we sing sang sung till 3am in the morning! wheeee!

the typical kiasu chinese, buffet ma!

Ed. Steph

LOL

Sf with his typical look!

the Princess & the Frog, so chweeeet

Working Man looked so kuitttt in this picture! I'm such a lovable gf!

Love,
Steph

s-e-r-e-m-b-a-n

2010-01-22T10:31:00.000+08:00

This is a very berry random trip down to Seremban to meet Roommie, it is so the random because the initial plan was Alvin coming to Klang and meet me coz he misses me too much, wtf! Then we had this cwazeee idea of going to Seremban instead, Roommie was kind enought to skip her church work and be our tour guide!

my Ah-Mat of the day =P

the obligatory SS picture, hehe

Seremban!

We had our brunch in Kensington, place where they served good carbonara. You must be thinking that we are siao to eat pasta in Seremban but its pretty hard to find good carbonara nowadays so, ya we ate pasta! I'll never get sick of eating Carbonara, nyum nyum.

we had cendol at this green mamak restaurant
(nah, Penang still have the besterest cendol)

Seremban is a pretty small town, we decided to go Dataran Seremban which is in the middle of the road to take pictures, damn siao! But who cares, nobody knows us in Seremban except Alexis, Roommie and maybe some very few friends. It seems like many people purposely stopped by the road to take picture with this infamous Dataran Seremban, we are one of them nao.

We attempted to take lots of jumping shots but all failed. Me and Roommie did a pwetty bad job in taking jumping shots, poor Alvin doesn't have a proper picture of him jumping highly =(

To keel time, we decided to visit the oh-so-pathetic Museum.

my ambition is to be a postwoman, wtf

our fat hao pose!

let's get retarded yo!

the mermaid wannabe

i have no idea what is he trying to do

enjoying the back way

the masculine side of me *shy*

In the evening, Alexis joined us to PeeDee. We did what we do the best, taking pictures non-stop. And I think we kinda culture-shocked Alexis. hehehe

lovebirds

We sayang Alvin so muchieeee

hear no evil. see no evil. speak no evil.

Alvin with his orgasm

Love,
Steph

keel keel keel!

2010-01-21T08:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, marked the first time in my life where I have this urge of krying out loud, real loud when I was doing my Final Year Project - Thesis.

But I did not. *pats on shoulders*

Big girls don't kry it seems.

Was it just me or maybe its just me, because every time after I finish doing my assignment I'll feel like I became a bit more stupid. I keel lots of brain cells okay. But Suan Yong and BaoBao killed more because they kept running this data that data, and re-run it a lot of times. Suan Yong was trying very hard to teach me how to run data and put it into the result table, I think she rather keel herself than trying to teach me Eview again. Sigh.

I gotta run nao. Good day people.

Love,
Steph

The Present ♥

eight-two-one

要走過多少迂迴曲折的路，又要跌倒過多少回、流過多少眼淚，才學​會堅強？才懂得放手？才明白愛恨離合？才參透虛空？

有些事情我們​也許永遠學不會，看上去好像學會了，只是學會了偽裝。

回到过去

有些事可以原谅,但有些事是一辈子的伤痕.

太多疑問 知道答案又如何 原來容忍不需要天份 只要愛錯一個人

new hair new hair!

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伟大的你还想我怎样

oh hai 2011

個女人突然決絕的跟相愛五年的男友分了手，閃電般嫁了別人。所有人都有個疑問，明年你還愛我嗎？

oh yesh!

Ed's 24th birthday

shitdoeshappen!

to singapore for jay chou

POA 2010

first anniversary

new fringe !

Graduation

♥

touring malacca

the short note

the 22nd

eleventh

turning twenty-two

not just a red packet

hennessy artistry

the very productive Tuesday!

another new hobby yo!

pre-birthday celebration

When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side.

steph can sew yo!

tanjung sepat-fied yo!

when red really matters

narcissistic disorder #2

the extreme m-a-k-e-o-v-e-r!

love-is-in-the-air

I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me, papa-paparazzi baby, there's no other superstar you know that I'll be your papa-paparazzi

the start of 2010

s-e-r-e-m-b-a-n

keel keel keel!

要走過多少迂迴曲折的路，又要跌倒過多少回、流過多少眼淚，才學會堅強？才懂得放手？才明白愛恨離合？才參透虛空？

有些事情我們也許永遠學不會，看上去好像學會了，只是學會了偽裝。

太多疑問　知道答案又如何原來容忍不需要天份　只要愛錯一個人